❰ god, fuck, it's so — it's stupid the way that easy lie hits steve right in the solar plexus. he feels, for a brief, terrifying moment, like he's going to burst into fucking tears.
it's so bucky he can't fucking stand it. really, can't stand it, he makes it to the bed just in time to collapse into it next to bucky, head in his hands while he works through the terrible joy in his chest. he's back, he's here, he's just the same as he always was and he knows steve. it's been so long since he could say that about anybody. ❱
I showed up here like this. Was big before I got here, ❰ he gets out eventually, following it up with a big gulp of water. he needs something to steady him, this has passed ridiculous and is officially just sad. ❱
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it's so bucky he can't fucking stand it. really, can't stand it, he makes it to the bed just in time to collapse into it next to bucky, head in his hands while he works through the terrible joy in his chest. he's back, he's here, he's just the same as he always was and he knows steve. it's been so long since he could say that about anybody. ❱
I showed up here like this. Was big before I got here, ❰ he gets out eventually, following it up with a big gulp of water. he needs something to steady him, this has passed ridiculous and is officially just sad. ❱